Everyone makes mistakes and we learn from our mistakes so that we won't do it again.

Recently I am so easily paranoid and at some point of time I feel like I'm mad. There is no one that I can really speak to. Some people have left my life and some are slowly leaving. Many are leaving my life but no one seems to be entering. Just like the money in my bank account. I met a person not too long ago about two months back and I thought that this person might be coming into my life very soon but he is leaving sg in less than a week's time. As for the rest, some of them are no longer the ones I knew. Maybe I have changed too.  I am only 19 gonna hit 20 this year and I already have not much to look forward to everyday fml.

Ok so now my chance of getting into a local u is so freaking slim and I cant get in because I'm too fat hahahaha so what do I want to do and what can I do??? I have some thinking in mind but whether I'm going to put that into reality I will decide when I am back from my Taiwan trip. There's too many uncertainties in life there might be an earthquake over there and I might not even return.