Can somehow foresee a tough journey ahead for me this year. Its only the first day of 2013 and nothing is going smoothly for me. The first news I received was that my passport application was rejected. Wth?? Wanted to save that 10 bucks by applying through its online application but I ended up have to do more stuffs. Need to change my this 贪小便宜 habit. Christmas and new year countdown was supposed to be a lovely and happier
time for everyone. But I spent mine like no other normal days. No
presents, no good food, no good company, no fun. Jaejoong's emo songs
and MP accompanied me throughout this period. Maybe if I had different
groupmates for MP I would have spent this period with them and we might
become really close friends. But mine hahahhaha. Most probably we will
never want to see each other again. I know the importance of setting goals in life. And yes I do want to achieve something this year. But there isn't something that I really look forward to. I only know I want a better life. I want to live without having to worry about so many things. That is why I have been studying and working hard only to hope to get out of this pathetic life where I have to scrimp and save every single cent I have. Not that I'm obsessed with money. I only yearn for a better life and I know that is the only way. If only I have interest for something. I could have worked towards that direction and eventually earn big bucks and make my life more interesting. But all my interests are sleeping, watching dramas and sleeping again. None of which are useful in life ugh. So the only thing I know is to study hard and find a job that pays well in the future. Its not as if I have superb good looks or looks so stunning that can make rich men fall in love with me. If thats the case I can still hope to find a rich husband hahahahaha wth. So hmm, I will be applying for local uni in a week's time. The chance of getting in is freaking small but I'll still try. Considering that I can't get into a
local uni, which is most likely the case:( I will be moving on to work. I hope to find a 9-6 office work. I like this kind of working hours. Because ever since my internship, my lifestyle, especially eating and sleeping habits never been better! My lifestyle became so regular and living like some normal person. Unlike during schooling where I eat only whenever I feel hungry, skip meals, eat freaking lot during dinner, or early dinner and night milo, sleep only at am hours and wake up only at noon ugh, when I work I'll have breakfast at 8.30am, lunch at 12pm, dinner at 6.30pm sleep at 11pm and wake up by 730am standard hehe. Unknowingly I became a healthy lifestyle person. I try to keep to such good habits now but erm difficult ah.
