Hi.

Cannot think of a better word to start blogging. Blogging seems to be so out dated already. Realised most ppl have twitter and all is tweeting. Some ppl asked me to create one but aiya later no one follow v paiseh.

Have been living like some jiang shi these few days. Walking aimlessly here and there. Other than the route from home to school and from school to home, I dunno how to go anywhere. Once I reached home I will start chionging assignments, bathe, eat, watch 9pm show, then 10pm show and continue with the bloody assignments. This routine lasted for a week already. Getting quite used to this kind of life.

Go to school, stand down there ppl treat me like transparent, talk to ppl only get ignored, silent lunch, end school everyone zao to dunno where, and i will walk to bus stop myself. Recently dun even feel like walking to the bus stop outside tp. My classmate told me can actually jaywalk to the bus stop after tp bus stop, its not so crowded over there. Yeah, no ppl down there one. And very often buses that came are packed and i cant board any of them at all. Then I end up walking to safra bus stop. Fear of meeting crowds alone. I think I will become an introvert very soon. At least jia yi promised to bring me out next week when I've completed my assignments. But looking at the situation now, I dun think I can finish everything by this week. Supposed to hand up ihci project by today but was postponed to next week. According to the new tutor, most ppl did not do well for the term test and is going on the wrong track for the assignment, so they decided to give us more time to improve and edit them. I read my individual part repeatedly after his explanation and I thot that I got the whole concept wrong for the conceptual design part. So went to show tutor my project. And yeah, i got the whole thing wrong. Now must redo liao. Haha omg die.

This week like quite lucky for me aha. Rain will only come when I reach home(:
Except for monday. It rained so heavily la. But zhan hui asked his dad to give me a lift. So I wasnt caught in the rain at all! (:

Mum keep da bao for dinner these few days cos she need go visit grandma in hospital. I always think that I live a very lousy life. But looking at those elderly at the hospital, I think that their life is even worse. Waiting for the time hell comes to fetch them. Or heaven. Torture. Hai :(
What im facing everyday is absolutely nothing as compared to them. Actually, I rather she die. Its not that im heartless. It does hurt me looking at her weak body and the pain she kept complaing about due to headache. I remembered that I went out with fiona some time ago and after we had our lunch she received call from her dad that her grandmother passed away. She seemed to already forecast the situation earlier, so ready to comfort her dad who was sobbing over the phone. Time passed and she is now still a happy happy girl (: Hope that I can be like her when the time comes. Haha choi. Dun think it will be that soon anyways!




All my friends must stay cheerful okay! :)