Half more page of reflection and im done with those assignments to hand up by wed.
Yays?

Ah. Wanted to go sleep and wake up early tmr to complete but I guess I wont wake up on time.
Ppl from my class all online. Must be chionging their work. Okay I can do it de.

I go shopping like every monday and today I spent almost a hundred buck on my formal attire
Im really really broke now ):
你可不可以别对我那么好
因为我好怕也不想再爱错
I am here to complain about my class again.

So argh.
Today tp have this temperature screening excercise. We are supposed to take our temperature using the thermometer they distributed to us earlier. It was quite some time ago when my care person gave it to us. I lost it. I think I threw it away cos the thermometer is really ugly. Haha omg. Cant believe that my class ppl all brought. Except for me and another 2 guys. So went to queue to for temperature taking. I went back to class and the girls all sit in one row at the back of the class. And the guys another row in the front. I had no space to squeeze into the back row and I thot if I go sit with the guys will be weird. So I ended up sitting in the middle out of no where alone. And the darn Internet had to give me problems connecting to it. So I was moving around the class to find connection. And nobody cared what happened to me.
Already complained to fiona and mandy but im still so angry.

Cute Shanna came to talk to me after financial econs lec yesterday. We had a short chat with each other :) We never spoke to each other when we were in p school. I was with some c ppl and they were talking and ignoring me. So she came and talked to me. She saw that they left without even telling me they're leaving. Just walked off like that. Its not the first time luh anyway. Many people think that my life isnt as bad as i've described. But you must really see with your own eyes to believe it.





Okay I go write my report le.
This weekend really no mood to do anything. Wanted to go find siying and study but she cant. Must call her to meet me next sat. Wanted to meet ding for mac breakfast, then si ding got cca. Called Mandy to go for breakfast but she going meet class for proj. Walao got rejected three consecutive times.

So ended up meeting with fiona yesterday night
Went to tampines 201 pasar malam
Wanted to walk to tampines mall from there cos the pasar malam seriously got nothing
but we took bus in the end because we believe that it will suddenly rain heavily on our way there.

Supposed to look for shoes for cny. Saw one v pretty pair at neu look tampines 1 then.. argh.. Saw 2 pairs down there at around 8pm then we decided to walk around and see if got see nicer de. Then cannot find anything better. Then around 9pm we went back and then only left one pair. But the ribbon on it is crooked. $39.90 buy a pair of shoes with crooked ribbon. Decided to give it a pass :( :(

jiayi came to my house at about 8pm yesterday and brought me nescafe coffee but I was not at home. Damn sweet right my gan! He knew that I haven try KOI then he bought me hazelnut milk tea (i think) for me like just last week. Nice. :D Went there yesterday and saw the siao queue. He expected me to work on my assigments that night. Feel damn bad cos I was so lazy yesterday and dint touch the any of them when I went home :(




<< me at school tmr
Hi.

Cannot think of a better word to start blogging. Blogging seems to be so out dated already. Realised most ppl have twitter and all is tweeting. Some ppl asked me to create one but aiya later no one follow v paiseh.

Have been living like some jiang shi these few days. Walking aimlessly here and there. Other than the route from home to school and from school to home, I dunno how to go anywhere. Once I reached home I will start chionging assignments, bathe, eat, watch 9pm show, then 10pm show and continue with the bloody assignments. This routine lasted for a week already. Getting quite used to this kind of life.

Go to school, stand down there ppl treat me like transparent, talk to ppl only get ignored, silent lunch, end school everyone zao to dunno where, and i will walk to bus stop myself. Recently dun even feel like walking to the bus stop outside tp. My classmate told me can actually jaywalk to the bus stop after tp bus stop, its not so crowded over there. Yeah, no ppl down there one. And very often buses that came are packed and i cant board any of them at all. Then I end up walking to safra bus stop. Fear of meeting crowds alone. I think I will become an introvert very soon. At least jia yi promised to bring me out next week when I've completed my assignments. But looking at the situation now, I dun think I can finish everything by this week. Supposed to hand up ihci project by today but was postponed to next week. According to the new tutor, most ppl did not do well for the term test and is going on the wrong track for the assignment, so they decided to give us more time to improve and edit them. I read my individual part repeatedly after his explanation and I thot that I got the whole concept wrong for the conceptual design part. So went to show tutor my project. And yeah, i got the whole thing wrong. Now must redo liao. Haha omg die.

This week like quite lucky for me aha. Rain will only come when I reach home(:
Except for monday. It rained so heavily la. But zhan hui asked his dad to give me a lift. So I wasnt caught in the rain at all! (:

Mum keep da bao for dinner these few days cos she need go visit grandma in hospital. I always think that I live a very lousy life. But looking at those elderly at the hospital, I think that their life is even worse. Waiting for the time hell comes to fetch them. Or heaven. Torture. Hai :(
What im facing everyday is absolutely nothing as compared to them. Actually, I rather she die. Its not that im heartless. It does hurt me looking at her weak body and the pain she kept complaing about due to headache. I remembered that I went out with fiona some time ago and after we had our lunch she received call from her dad that her grandmother passed away. She seemed to already forecast the situation earlier, so ready to comfort her dad who was sobbing over the phone. Time passed and she is now still a happy happy girl (: Hope that I can be like her when the time comes. Haha choi. Dun think it will be that soon anyways!




All my friends must stay cheerful okay! :)
Hi 2011.

Please be good to me okay.








School starts tomorrow =(