One more day and it will mark an end to 2010
Horrible year.
Pui

xD

No countdown party this year :(!
Will be spending QUALITY TIME doing research with my beloved lappy.
Struggling to complete my Financial Ecnonomics assignment
Just realised deadline is on 5Jan 2011 yesterday
Started work today 12am
Slept at 4am and woke up 1.30pm
Not even 50% done with it and there's CMSK report to do
CMSK report have to submit draft on 5Jan2011 too

LALALA DOOMED LIAO

Reading all the wordy finance reports to aid in my report is driving me nuts lalala



Have been thinking a lot these few days. Crazy thoughts came across my mind. I started to think why I wake up everyday after sleeping. I even wished that my heart would stop beating halfway through my sleep and never wake up. Life is too lonely for me this year. People who know me would know. Im always afraid of being alone. Im always alone in school. Poly life suck for me. Even teachers dont care about me. They just throw you an assignment and expect you to complete yourself. They dont tell you what they expect from the assignment. Only kept emphasing on some stupid plagiarism. My GPA for last sem was a 3.62. The last person who got into the top ten percent also got 3.62. And the person is not me. Oh fml. Suay.

Im trying very hard to squeeze into the top ten percent. I was never a person who liked to compete with ppl. As long as im not the last I will be satisfied. Now I want to beat my coursemate in results. I detest myself for this. But this is the only thing I can do to show to others that im not as useless as they think i am. Disgusted by their behaviour and im becoming one of them. Really am at a loss of what to do. It will be great if heaven can send someone to help me. Xiexie

I nearly puked when my course manager announced that everyone will be taking finance next year. Indirectly meant that I will be in the same class for the rest of the 2years and erm 4months. Pui. I really regret why I initially did not request for a change of class. Blame my stupidity.







Tonight dinner with mandy! :)
I have a cute dad.

Some dunno what bank called..
Dad: Hello
Someone over the phone: Hi, we are selling...
Dad: I no money leh how
Someone over the phone: Okay byebye

Omg laugh die me



SUPER CUTE GUY :D

Hi all. :)

I have been mugging hard these few days. Sleeping only 6 hours per day. Yawns. But I dun seem to remember anything. I have a french listening and writing test tmr which makes up 40percent of my french subject. I cant even make up a proper sentence using french despite studying for so many days. Die liao, can say byebye to my A. I only hope for a pass now la. My friends all scored full marks for the culture quiz that we took two weeks ago. But I only got 8/10. The shuai lecturer said yesterday that those who scored 8 and below is considered LOUSY! And I got an awesome 8. I told those guys from my class and they say nvm because im still the best among the lousy ones! A bit suan la. But its still quite encouraging to me :D

Irritating noises opp my house. Dunno what they building. Later I fail my term test can blame them

I have a sudden urge to learn guitar. Hahaha!

Oh anyways, we can get to choose another 2 cds by next week. I swear im not gng to take another language. Unless im siao. My main subjects are already making me so stress and my cds is making me even more stressful. Argh! Perhaps gng take transnational studies bah. Just stay in school for 10 days, pay 100 bucks and get it over and done. No need take what shitty quizzes and tests. Hees :D Actually planned to take basic financial accounting as another cds cos ppl who took told me it was damn easy. Buttttt its no longer available in the list! Omg wtf so sway. So now just hope that they will edit the list again and it will appear during the actual selection date. :)
I have already decided on the few choices but cant decide which one first. Lala

Transnational Studies, basic financial accounting, introductory economics, entrepeneurship project, basics of nutrition, fundamentals of public speaking, effective internet research.

Temporarily decided on these few. But I may change my mind by next week. Haha you know, im always fickle-minded la! :)