To Javier : No, i do appreciate. you are one the best ppl i've ever met . Really. If not for your help, i may have become insane by now. In fact, you are a good friend, a good listener, and a good secret keeper.
fuck.
my results gonna suck this time
i did study
but not all of them
what i study did come out
and what i didnt study all came out

im just so stressed
all sorts of abusive words are coming out from my mouth
there are still lots of thing i haven settle

nadirah waited for me to complete summary
jaime ran off
so, in a hurry i just anyhow scribbled on the book
and gave to ding to help me pass up

wanted to complete art today
but art room not open
lazy to wait
somemore alone
so went to dnt room look for ppl
saw all upper sec
so took taxi home
wanted to go bowling with noel
but no money already
spent all on taxi fare







im aware, that my attitude sucks.
sigh.
im such as pessimistic person i know
everyone says , i look depressed
yes, i know that.
i just have too many things waiting for me to complete them
and i know that i can't really cope with all the things
im such a loser
hai

watched the pm speech yesterday
so, he said about taking a second mother-tongue for 'o' level will get 2
extra points for junior college admission
then dad suaned
he say
your english and chinese also not very good then still wanna learn malay
don't stupid la
so suan sia

but im still thinking whether i want to learn malay
hai, i will put that aside first

and one more thing
there's a old woman in that programme yesterday
she gave herself a name,
OPWA
which means , old person with attitude
oh man, she so rock can
lol

ok, nothing else already.
the dumb bridge is lost.
and everyone is blaming me
oh what the hell.


anyway,the gay powerpoint slides are funny!
ah bush !!
hee
lol
im toking rubbish i know
but at least, im happy (:

national day was yesterday
oh i so love singapore

wanted to go watch secret yesterday
but couldn't find anyone
then javier called
we went to swensen at compass point
ordered crayfish pasta
haha, you ppl must be saying...
again....
lol
haha , i don't care
its nice can
anyway, its javier's treat
then he no money
dumbo
go swensen bring so little money
then he call me treat him ice-cream
then i da yin
then i bring him to mac
buy ice-cream cone for him
the 60cent one
lol

then he angry a while ....

but soon , he no more angry
then we go walk walk
then he was there suan-ing me again
say what i older than him blah blah
then call me ah ma
oh, what the hell

slack here slack there
cos no money to shop
then bout 3.30 dad called and ask me quickly back home
for some reason...
so i reached home at 4
and guess what ,
he just wanted me to help him wash car
lol

and today , sian liao
dun feel like going out
and ding's call woke me up
he wanted to go bowling
but nobody wants
haha
dumb ding

so watched the show i recorded yesterday
wo de shi yi nan peng you
its touching can
really, i cried at some parts
sobs**
oh lol
got jolin's song was also used in the show
haha

then came online
talked to mandy and ding
mandy was bored too
ding also bored
so chat with two bored ppl makes me more bored
ok, anyway, i 've done ace learning
oh yay !


i am talking rubbish the whole day
don't know why
most of the words i used today is wrong
haha

soso,
stayed up late yesterday night to complete art
and i bet there is a need to stay till midnight today again liao
sian
i wanna go BOWLING .
haha

watched gao siao zhi zun last night
but nobody talked about it today
and i lazy to mention too
hai
its was damn funny last night
i laughed like mad

oh guess what,
i nearly fainted yesterday...
went to buy the singapore tee
then shun bian go ask N95 how much
then that uncle told me : san tiao pa
which means three line eight
i thought he say 388
then my father told me,
its not 388,
but 888
oh my $888
what if i bring to school and lose it?
oh my,
i sure get heart attack by then.

took height and weight on monday
hey, i didnt gain weight
haha,
what a miracle!
after the june hols and i didnt gain weight
lol

oh lol
i passed science !

bei ji xing de yan lei shuo bu chu de xiang nian...
lalala~~~~~
its nice larh
loves.

anyway, stop asking why i've changed bloskin
its you ppl who say the milk blogskin is ugly can



random larh-
sigh.
i am still tired...



saw this guy on a magazine
then they mention that he ' yue lao yue shuai'
lol
anyway, he is 29
and they call him old man...
slept at 11plus last night
and woke up at 11 plus this morning
actually didnt want to wake up one.
but i was sneezing like mad
so wake up to clear my nose
and when i want to go back to sleep,
mummy say i sleep so much already still want sleep
so didnt go
and now im still tired
finish compo already
and lazy to study history
prepare to fail lah

so went to collect newspaper yesterday
its not as fun as last year
and somemore there's no swensen this year

okay, so went to collect with pauline, ming whee, deanne, kim meng, nadim, beatrice
but nothing funny happen
its just collect collect and collect

i was thinking,
i so pia for what
there's only CIP points
and i can easily find some easier stuffs to do...

but lucky there's nadirah
she called her class ppl to borrow us their trolley
and even some 2a people come help me carry the trolley upstairs
okay, read carefully
its the 2a ppl
not from my class
but at least kang hao waited for me
some saw me didnt even bother to help

then took taxi at 7.50 pm
so kana the $2
hai
if i had only waited for 10minutes...
oh how great.
yu hui min is failing her geo

last night,
i was studying for geo
than i keep saying
die die die
then dad told me this,
you wont go to jail even if you fail.
so just go and sleep
and so i dint study
so i the end i took the test just wth the things i've studied on last week
and thats all on land
and what the test came out was on water
bleh.
okay,
so the other tests...
did okay for chinese
and science...
umm...
i dunno ...
what chun hong said did come out
but he dint tell me about the filament of bulb is made of tungsten
then i end up writing metal

then during history period...
ppl keep calling my name
and it started with pinky
he now changed place still can suan me larh
lol

okay ,
then pon math remedial and went to collect newspapers
then...
err...
forgot...

then went to src
i bowl like shit today
dropped the ball 2 times
and fell down 3 times
oh what the hell.
i suck sia
but we going on sat to practice
only maybe.

then when moy was playing ,
we keep interupting him
say what dong po ro and san chun jin lian
lol

so, took bus 5 back
and had to stand agan...
everytime no space..
hai ...

okay, thats my day.






everyone, must listen to the song...