friends.
my ass
i treat them like friends
but they all ?
they're treating me so coldly
i dunno
my life sucks so much
i did nothing wrong
but heaven just want make things so difficult for me
being unlucky is enough,
and now my friends are leaving me
they lied, they faked.
and they think i dunno
i finally understand ,
i have no true friends
whenever i need to find someone to talk to
i have to look through my whole contact list
yes,
my contact list is super duper long
but there's no one i can really talk to
haha, friends.
my shit .

you people think you know me
in fact , you don't know me at all
i totally suck .
i dunno what the hell your are thinking
maybe, you're now smiling to me
but you may be the one backstabbing me
my dear friends , are no longer people i can trust

when everyone's not free
im super damn free
and when i am
nobody is.
how stupid.
i know lots of people
but whenever i need someone to go out with
they either give me dumb stupid reasons
or just simply reject me
haha, i have friends .
as if.

its like so sudden.
everything ,
i suddenly lost everything
money, love, friendship.
tell me, its all a dream.
my life sucks so much
i forever get those people i dislike in my group
tell me take hui li ?
i might as well take moy moy ...
okay..nvm

i ve got nothing to say
i am a loser
oh yeah, i have finished ex. 8c !
erm.. but still got ques25 dunno how to do
nobody will understand what lemon is talking larh
or no... nobody is listening
doing history later
hah , im so guai .


samantha finally remember my shark fin today ! ((:
lol
and ya larh
pin kwang was there suan-ing my fake shark fin larh
im so afraid of his pimple
so i keep saying that i cover my nose cos i scared later the pimple fly to my nose
and ....
okay. nvm i lazy to type....


i put this is just to' fang bian ' anyone who wants to do ...

Create your own Friend Test here
I am free today...
okay, i feel so bored
even though i still got lots of things to do

yeah wheeS!
ya fang donated $2 my clean paper (((((((((((((((:
everyone said that its clean lah
cos got nothing inside

okay , yesterday was the first day of school
lol
i hate the PE lah
i can't run
haha, surely one larh
its been so so long that i last run
but lucky shu ting pull me and got some hands behind me pushing
or else i would have stopped long long ago
anyway thanks (((((((((((((((((:

And we are see-ing lemon's face everyday again...
so SUAN ....

And...
oh , the chinese compo
what ' jian fei ' thing lah
then the three people ; xue han, pin kwang , moy
turn back together to suan me again...
how stupid

and... i can't remember other things that happened
okay, shall end here .

oh my oh my
PE ON MONDAY !
WHAT THE HELL !
xdd

pe t-shirt with tie
with the tie
hot ah !
wahlao
i really cant take it
im not gonna wear on the first day of school
siao
pe on monday
oh i cant take it
what the
first time having pe on monday
stupid time-planner
somemore history and geography on the same day
music last period
what the hell?!

ok i need cool down
i go drink water....


okay anyway i haven do the eng compo
its so dman difficult
i cant find anything to write lah

and our english and science teacher is changed
someone call malar ?
lol
okay okay i will create friendster acc
suddenly got a lot of people sending e-mail to me to sign up friendster
i used to have it long long ago
okay , its last year
and i deleted it cos the testimonial thing spoiled
-___-'''

Finally im free today and can blog!
okay ,
today went to school for life science again...
but today is the last meeting
and tmr's going to be the competition already
but stupid nadirah not going
and me and jaime got to memorize the speech again like last year
i wanna go shopping lah !
especially with xin jie and ya fang and others

okay
then im home now to memorize the speech
how sian

i wanna watch men in white also
haha
!
i woke up at 12 plus today
and guess what ?
i received 10 new messages.
stupid sia.
Go do this test!


Create your own Friend Test here
my dad went to this website last night.

I am sick.
hai, my nose stuck
and i can't breathe...

okay
i shall blog about the last time i went out before i was sick
erm..
on sunday 10June

the monopoly game with candy&adeline
okayy
we met up at kembangan mrt at 8.45
me and candy late
but adeline dint complain

so took mdm faridah's husband car to jurong
we all thought that the game was going to be in a place only
but actually have to travel around singapore
somemore only can take mrt
if take taxi or bus will be disqualified
wahlao.
we so sway
the place we go always have to change line
we went to five place only lor
from 10.30 t0 3.30
we ended up at woodlands at 3
so we decided to give up and go shopping
haha, but only shop a while nia
sian
so went back to jurong there
can see that a lot of people very tired
and adeline keep talking about xue han
and all the gay stuffs

in the end we earned $4200 only
at first we've got $20 000
and got $24200 in the end
haha
so little
heard other people got million
haha, cos we slack
the first prize was dunno chai chee secondary school or other
didn't hear properly
they got $1000!!

but me, adeline and candy still got our goodie bag
its some kind of shoe bag
then inside got torchlight, newwater, bread , and i forgot what
but it was fun! '
lol


And finally its raining ! (:
the weather is freaking hot!
i dun feel like going out at all lor.

You Are the Ace of Diamonds

You are a lucky person, and you always seem to find yourself surrounds by pretty, shiny things. You have a knack for success and money - though your skills can't really be learned or taught. You shine in a room, and you a have a truly sparkling personality. A true extrovert, you always are able to share a witty joke or the latest scandalous gossip. While you do have an eye for bling, you are also quite generous. A lot of wealth and luck comes your way. And you're not afraid to pass it on. A gamble you should take: Sports betting Your friends would describe you as: Captivating Your enemies would describe you as: Greedy If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A trophy wife or husband

You Are the Middle Finger

A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem. You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious. However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it! You get along well with: The Index Finger Stay away from: The Pinky

You Are Whiskey

You're a tough drinker, and you take it like a man That means no girly drinks for you - even if you are a girl You prefer a cold, hard drink at the end of the day Every day, in fact. And make that a few.

Your Candy Heart Says "Cutie Pie"

You always seem to have a hot date, even though you never try to meet anyone. A total charmer, you have a natural appeal that keeps you in high demand. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: multiple dates with multiple people Your flirting style: 100% natural What turns you off: serious relationship talks Why you're hot: you're totally addicting

You Are a Great Liar

You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone. You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often.

im so tired larh
have so many things to do...
and i haven even start with homework yet
when i turn over the textbook i start to yawn
lol
i've become so lazy and i dunno why
but i've did 2 ace-learning quiz and the read few pages of the chinese book
the book is quite nice larh
or else i will stop reading after the first line
eh no, i've also done the first 4 questions of history
lol

asking samantha if she wanna go gym tmr
but she going malaysia
so, hai
im getting so fat

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Never Date a Libra

Indecisive, flirtatious, and downright deceptive - your Libra will tell you what you want to hear. Problem is they'll be telling *everyone* what they want to hear. Instead try dating: Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, or Scorpio

You Are 60% Grown Up, 40% Kid

You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature. You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.

Your True Love Is an Aries

Why you'll love an Aries: An Aries has the red-hot seduction skills to woo you Never boring, an Aries will give you the romantic challenge you crave! Why an Aries will love you: You have the intensity and energy to go head to head with your Aries... And the undying passion to keep an Aries coming back for more.

haha, im so gay today; as in happy.
i bought so many things !
And i had my first frappacino in malaysia
lol
its nothing special
its damn sweet and the coffee taste is not strong

okay, first went to parkway to fetch uncle wong; our so called tour guide
he stay there so good lor can everyday go parkway
okay, nvm.

then bought a lot a lot of things
then umm...
shop and shop...
oh wheeeee
im going malaysia tmr
haha, nothing to get high about.

i still can't find the photos larhh
hai dun care liao

go check out this song

曲名：你快乐吗 歌手：蔡依林

谁都没权力要求你离开
他即使他总让你伤心牵挂
我只能在你身边
听你说说话听你说着他
泪如雨下
跟自己挣扎
其实很多人都爱得很傻
天真的守着相爱承诺的话
不问自己快乐吗
只是一味爱他
直到黯然心碎
才知心乱如麻
我想这就是所谓爱的代价
没有人多潇洒
爱好象燃烧的火花会随时间升华
我想这就是所谓爱的代价
你不必逼自己离开他
别去管别人怎么看你 说你是傻瓜
问问你自己
你快乐吗
wanted to go shopping today